If you follow my blog you may have noticed things haven’t been very active on here recently and it’s time we got re-acquainted!
I feel like the last few months have been pretty tough and while I don’t want to bore you with the details of how depressing life can be, it’s left me feeling a bit down with very little confidence.
I didn’t really plan for this to happen at all, I actually have a massive list of ideas ready to be written up and published but every time I’ve sat down to write or set up to take photos nothing sounds or looks right to me. I take blogging breaks quite often due to working full time, but I’ve never had a break for this long.
In the past month and a half I have uploaded one blog post and that’s very rare for me. I’ll never say that I don’t enjoy blogging because I do, it gives me the opportunity to be creative and also gives me something to do in my spare time. However, I can’t put the blame entirely on lack of spare time because although I have been very busy, I could have still fitted in time to sit and write content if I really wanted to.
I kind of let myself go. I’ve been eating rubbish, I stopped bothering with myself and even the little things like getting my eyebrows done! I’ve just kind of sat and let life go by, which is defo not the way to deal with things! I basically just lost all confidence in myself especially when it came to sitting down and writing a post. I just felt like no one is going to want to read a post from me when there is all these other lovely blogs they could choose to read.
Anyway, I decided enough is enough and I need to sort myself out! I can’t just sit and let life go by and I need to get back into the swing of things on here because I REALLY MISS IT! So I’m trying to take some action and I can’t wait to start regularly publishing blog posts and feeling better in myself again.
It’s been a relatively tough year so far but it’s ok to have bad days and everything will be ok in the end. I’m looking forward to getting back to normality and my blog being the escape it used to be. I’m finally back, watch this space!
Lots of love,